Our California

Poems from Fresno County

Shunned Oasis

By Audra Burwell (College)


Glory to this forsaken San Joaquin inlet
Massacred by endless drought
The waste-littered grotto we call Riverbottom

Glory to your clouded green depths
Where half-dead creatures lie submerged
Lifeless eyes cast upon the sky

Glory to your graffiti-etched columns
Spindly arms stretched skyward
Train cars clacking along your fingertips

Glory to your decayed Sycamore boughs
Messages carved into the centuries of your skin
A wooden carcass stricken by rot

Glory to the bonfires burning beneath iron tracks
Parasitic flames licking your belly
Stray sparks teasing your flaxen horizon

Glory to the blood-laced needles
Tucked into your concrete ribs
Fractures disfiguring your hollow beauty

Glory to the memories trapped in your barb-wire hair
Wind tearing at tattered trash bags
Their souls screaming for remembrance

Glory to the silence that follows
When the last train car has crossed
And I sit nestled beneath your breast

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By Tino De Guevara

Winter in the Valley
The Tule fog rises
Like a frozen ghost enveloping the sun
Trees grey, leaf less and bare,
Naked, stark, exposed
In the ghostly gloom
Grasp at any passing body
Who’s breath warms their arms
Everything has gone underground
Flora and fauna lay dormant
In a deep sleep of Winter equinox

The lights are carefully taken
Off the branches
Caressing each one with thoughtfulness
Careful to preserve the tenderness
For tomorrow’s bounty of fruit
Spring peeps around the corner
Joyous at the thought of
Soil churned and prepared
For rebirth and rejuvenation

We Are Both Prey

By Isabel Fitzgerald (College)


The grass was my first home
Before the mud and limitless playtime were deemed boorish
It helped to see the snake leave his egg
His dream was to stay close to ground and keep it that way
Our differences are stark and people told me that matters
Hiding in his egg was the last time he felt safe

I looked for somewhere to place my blame
The snake looked for a mouse to kill
Aren’t fear and ego the same man?
In my strife I chose to block it out
The snake chose to bite it in the head
Which one was more afraid?

Believers of mother nature and God’s planets
Helpless to the cry of gravity’s wrath
We resisted the urge to run
Instead we hid in a corner
The snake’s enclosure of polyester
My enclosure of doubt

It grew each time we hid
The ego bubbled from the pits hell
One of us a killer, the other a fraud
I looked under the tar pit and waited for the dust to settle
The snake looked at me and didn’t speak
Our differences are stark and I didn’t think that mattered

My California 2024

By C. Warner Hensley


In my California
the discordance of competing songs permeates.
The flute-like timbre of Vietnamese, a delicate birdsong beckoning,
interrupted by the abrasive Armenian bass as a couple walks
the sweet smell of pita overwhelmed by wine-blessed shepherd’s stew
from the Basque Hotel where ancient Euskara harmonies blend with
a group baritone in the lower cleft in Russian walking to their crumbled church
In my California
the golden crocodile beneath the Buddha vibrates with
the chants of the orange-clad Khmer monks at their temple.
Refrains of Tai-Kadal, Lao, and Thai fill nearby neighborhoods
as Palestinian voices speak in the fast-paced staccato beat of Arabic.
to the slow songs of Lebanese with the smells of allspice, coriander, and cumin
and Mandarin and Cantonese emanate from nearby kitchens with five spices.
In my California
Japanese poetry and drums are shared by Buddhists and Christians
while Punjabi resonates from the golden Sikh spires chanting into the sky.
The bilabial popping beats of Tagalong and Filipino choired by caregivers
while the five scale songs of Hmong flood the fairgrounds
with the rubber sphere’s beats of their courting.
In my California
the mist from the returned great lake, Pa-ishi,
brings the smell of acorn meal bread
the drums and bells accompany Yokuts and Miwoks.
at pow-wows teaching once lost languages and culture.
In my California
The intense fermenting cabbage flows from Korean restaurants
where poems are read to inspire and continue the story
as the deep-throated Danish rumbles in Hygge happiness
Nearby Swedish float the musical speech over the Danish stridence
In my California
The rapid mariachi Spanish of Mexico slowed by Central American speakers
travels to the fields of fruits and vegetables and streets with the smells of chile,
“Sh” is added to the Spanish by Portuguese and deep smoky aroma of Chourico
In my California
in the other side of towns where the black national anthem rings
where the air is never filled with the smells from rendering plants and garbage dumps.
Past the redlines and railroads, the tapping shoes repeat the sounds
of the train wheels on the tracks and voices of rhythm, voices of blues
voices of hip-hop and rock are born from the pain of joy and sadness
sung in the churches as the African drums with complex patterns
ignore the white clouded storms that never distort history
In my California
rhythms, rhymes, and repetition of readings and slams bring
the sonnets, haiku, tanka
and villanelle, acrostic, epic
to the auditoriums and craft breweries
In my California.

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My California

By Jackie Ryle


the world's California
tony communities sporting style and stars
glitzy beaches, magnificent mountains, Disneyland
gilded suspension stores hearts left behind

all strung together by asphalt ribbon of Hwy 99 jammed bumper to bumper in our automobile obsessed culture

my California
eclectic neighborhoods strut tidy yards, buckling sidewalks, manicured gardens, littered
streets, roaming cats, barking dogs, welcome mats, chuckholes
lush green valleys, blossom laden orchards worldwide buffet

open doors welcome hungry, forgotten, voiceless,
value for veracious classroom pride - giving, receiving, sharing
volunteers rack up hours in the multi-millions

faces, food, culture - every nation in the house.
arts for all hearts - painting, writing, singing, playing, sculpting, performing
in MY California, every soul welcomed, wanted, valued, honored

Fresno: The Musical

By Wayland Jackson


Musicians take their places,
The oboe tunes the orchestra,
Lights dim, and Mother Nature
Strides to the podium, raises her baton, And sweet melody washes over the valley.
The arc she traces calls up springtime. Trees proud and tall,
Shrubs and bushes fully robed, Fresno flaunts her emerald,
Her mint, jade, and lime.
Celebrating the hours,
Violins, violas, and cellos
Serenade shrubs, leaves, and blossoms, The lushness of Mother Earth.
Her bosom bursts with color.
In the hands of a master composer, Foliage reaches a crescendo. Strings catch fire, colors shift
As, eyes lowered, Fresno blushes To purple, yellow, and red.
Mother Earth blows colder, And Fresno sways seductively, Drops a leaf or two.
Then, more and more float Down into open arms,
Leaving bare limbs outstretched For all the world to see,
Naked and unashamed.
The sky darkens.
The song turns ominous.
Winter melds into a Russian folk tune, Dark and doleful,
While Fresno shivers and trembles With the heart of a jilted lover Listening for spring.

Fresno Doubt

By Thomas Nance


Was thick as the Tule fog
When I was a boy
And the December frost
Crunched under my shoes
As I walked slowly
Across my lawn
Onto Pico Street
Where, if I stopped
In the middle of the asphalt,
I could turn and turn and turn
And still all was grey.
The houses became almost
Imperceptible shadows if close
And nothing at all if farther away.
But my faith then led me back home.
There I was warm.
There my shoes dried,
And there the tiny beads of fog disappeared
From my hair, coat and pants as I waited
For my parents to wake
And promise me the sun
Would return to burn
Away the fog
And bring back a world
That I remembered
But could not see.