Our California
Poems from Nevada County
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By Joselyn Zarate (High School Junior)
California
The place my parents wired so hard to immigrate to just to get a hint of the “American Dream”
California
A place where I don't quite seem to find a place for myself,
A place that makes us feel unwelcome
Or maybe
Just here…
In Nevada County
My “home” that feels more like playing hide and seek with my friends and never being found
Wishing I wasn't a person of color
Instead of being proud
Each day reminding myself this California needs me to behave
This California needs me to exceed just to be one of them
Yet it still never seems to be enough
California
The place where the redwood trees, flowing rivers, green fields and all its beauty still can't seem to overcome the people..
The people who so carelessly shame us and put us down for “not belonging” here
California
I hold these memories of it all
Knowing I cant hold onto what I can't control,
Change will happen
I do belong.
My California
By Aislinn Welch (High School Junior)
Barefoot running along the narrow winding Bridgeport trail
Around every corner a new surprise
A new reason to pause, observe, take it all in
Yet never long enough for my family to catch up.
Waves of wildflowers coating both sides.
Sunset orange fairy wings holding onto the stem of
the california poppy
The name of my childhood best friend.
“The lupine lady” existing outside the book I was
read almost every night
Drifting into the beautiful rolling hills, purple being
the only thing seen.
The contrast between the lush summer green grass
and the vibrant orange of the Indian paintbrush
Always being my favorite.
A place not only locked away in memory
but a place still creating memories.
All loved enough to learn their name
All loved enough to memorize them.
Petrichor
By Molly Fisk
The way a rare night of rain in a bad drought year under wildfire smoke
will clean your mind of all its low-lying, unacknowledged panic
and you'll walk out at four in the morning, face turned to the glory
of it, tears you haven't cried in a decade slipping down your cheek,
your neck, into the collar of the nightgown you bought to make
the pandemic more tolerable: cotton, with pockets, and no
percent polyester so in summer heat it doesn't prickle.
Thunder cracks to the west and a theoretical fear of lightning
but you can't see any and the rain's so cool, the smell so fine,
you let yourself forget new starts for a moment, let tomorrow
take care of itself, pray the rain takes some of the flames down thirty
miles over, flattens the embers, glues the swirling ash to whatever
surface it falls on, shatters the bright heart of that hundred-thousand
acre burn, sparing the breathing beings that are left and the three-
generation log cabins, Old Town canoes up-ended on docks,
the brown trout dozing deep in the crevices dreaming of mayflies,
the look-out towers from which a sharp-eyed kid might spot
new wisps at dawn if the clouds lift out of these tricky canyons.
My California
By Kirsten Casey
I come from rows plowed in dense soil
like lines in a poem, repeated and ordered
concealing what is germinating underneath. I am
from coastal June fog, summer clouds that droop to say hello
and gingko tree lined streets, from ice plant and juniper,
easily grown, long-lived, nondescript and green.
I am from pesticides sprayed on lettuce crops and the plume
from the Nestle chocolate factory, from so much
poison and magic in the morning air.
I am from the bougainvillea climbing trellises
with their pink blooming arms, and pots of red
geraniums on porches, in every mild season, stretching
their necks for a few more minutes of sun.
I am from endless fields of artichokes and iceberg lettuce,
from eucalyptus groves dropping woody seed pods
that look like oxidized ancient coins. I am from orphans
and immigrants, from ranch dust, almonds orchards,
chicken wire and poisoned blood in the central valley,
and from babies who felt the 1918 San Francisco Earthquake.
I am an aftershock.
I am also from cedar pollen that yellows the yard
in a such a thick way Van Gogh’s palette would be jealous,
and from stacked Yuba River rocks, rooted in the rapids
I am from all of the pink volunteer dogwood trees, dear trampled
pine needle trails, and the neighborhood crows
who are still trying to learn my name. I am from
late spring snow that breaks birch branches, but fills
reservoirs, from the hidden hives of honeybees and
the lavender they dance in. I am from the Virginia
Creeper vines winding through the cracked headstones
of pioneer cemeteries. I am from the clearest
midnight sky, at the end of my street, where
the stars forget there are cities always trying to
outshine them, and even though the shimmering
we see is already 10,000 years old, it seems
they still want to perform right now, arranging themselves in
a luminous tableau vivant. I know I am
not alone under these California constellations,
but tonight, it seems they are just for me.
Yuba River at Downieville
By Judy Clarence
A river is a constant roar,
A rush, a smooth-always sound
unlike the ocean with its comings,
goings, long pause between each surge.
River edges banked with rocks, unlike
the sea’s smooth sand. Down
the mountains waves, bumplike,
small rushing hills of water strive
toward the ocean, remote as deserts.
Down they tumble, fresh
from their lives as recent snow.
How long to reach the sea. Days?
Months? They’re moving faster now,
fast enough to meet the future
coming back upstream.
Where the Downieville River
meets the North Fork, the two crash
at first, like ill-mannered cars.
Then in the blustery turbulence
they merge, the calm resolution
of a fierce argument. Compatible
as the stones they swim above,
they flow together, eternal partners
blended into one on the journey
to the well-married sea.